I found out that I have a heart-shaped uterus or Bicornuate uterus during my 2nd-trimester ultrasound. I didn’t know what it was and was given a basic explanation, the ultrasound tech looked worried and from there on out my anxiety was at an all-time high. My OB-gyn said, 25% are born premature babies. The majority have miscarriages. Then she referred me to another doctor.
My doctor didn’t really say much about it when I asked. I was put as a high-risk pregnancy and this meant I had extra scans to track my little bean progress, but none of the doctors I consulted really had any complete information on bicornuate uteruses, I feel like they are giving me false hope. It was incredibly frustrating.
I informed my family and few friends about it and told them all is well, deep down I was so so anxious about losing my baby at the end of my pregnancy.
I kept googling (and that just makes it so much worse!!), there’s nothing but horror stories.
I was absolutely terrified, but I prayed to God for peace of mind to avoid restless nights and worry, as I did not want to have a miscarriage. I was also extra cautious; I did not exercise, did not go for long walks, and spent most of my time in bed.
My little doll has been so good to me and really doing a great job throughout my whole pregnancy. I guess she's enjoying the small space. HAHAHA
My simple prayer is to have a successful pregnancy.
My God is indeed a powerful God, He answered my prayers and He gave the desires of my heart.
November 3, 2020, at 6:06 PM, PSALMARAH RAE is out via normal delivery. She may have been out so early, but in my heart, she's right on time. She may not be perfect and have to stay at NICU but in my heart, she's wonderfully made.
My pregnancy story is not really the pregnancy journey in my dreams but I enjoyed the whole journey.
The only thing I know is that it makes me draw nearer to God. And so, I consider this heart-shaped uterus a blessing.
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